有些失落。
妳的質疑使我驚慌,我瞭解妳的質疑,因為我如此懦弱,無法完整表達我的感情。
倘若這份愛像信紙一樣脆弱,如何能承載這樣沉重的距離呢?
但是,我知道它是堅強的。
假若不是,那妳是否已經將它撕裂了呢?
假如我亦同妳一樣,仍未成熟、穩重,那麼我將懷疑,我是否無資格愛妳呢?
我害怕我的愛如草原,一旦被點燃,將燎燒永無止盡,更害怕傷害彼此,
在我們面臨大考之前的這段敏感時間,我選擇用隱晦的方式,淺淺表達這樣的感情,
只敢說出想念而不是說出愛。就像蜻蜓點水一般,點到即止,我希望它像滴水細流,長久永存。
然而我無法阻擋妳的愛,
卻不敢任性地踏出那一步,
只因為我們還有重要的考試要面對,
只因為--我們甚至還沒有見過面。
我不是一個躁進的人,因為我可以忍。
但是對於索求,我又怎麼忍心拒絕呢?
雖然,我只是希望在對的時間,做對的事,遇到對的人。
假如是在不對的時間,我希望可以等待--而且有一個人可以讓我等待。
我也希望那個人是妳。
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Bizarre Love Triangle
Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It’s no problem of mine but it’s a problem I find
Living a life that I can’t leave behind
There’s no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won’t set you free
But that’s the way that it goes
And it’s what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can’t say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don’t know what to say
Why can’t we be ourselves like we were yesterday?
I’m not sure what this could mean
I don’t think you’re what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then we’d never see just what were meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can’t say